How author jzsalvipoet survived a 9-week migration to the United States, through oceans and deserts, bribery and detention, to begin a new life and figure out his past.
For a long time, whenever I thought about those nine weeks, I thought of myself as this helpless, weak, pushover of a kid. But writing made me see and remember the things that this 9-year-old would do. I had forgotten what a badass this kid had to be in order to survive.
On the journey, I spent two weeks with my grandpa. Hearing how my grandpa talks about it now, I realized there was another option, another way to remember. My grandpa tried his best to get this kid ready for an impossible journey. We have this belief of a dog-like creature with goat hooves, and everybody has one that protects them. My grandpa told me I also had one. That was his protection cloak—a metaphysical or almost religious gift.
When I came to the U.S., my parents immediately told me not to tell anybody about my journey because we were all undocumented. I had to lie, tell people I was born in the U.S., learn English as fast as possible, and lose my accent. These are all survival tactics that pushed this story farther and farther in the back of my brain. I was asked to erase the people I traveled with, who had become my second family. I was told to forget about them.
is one of the many layers that has shaped me. It’s not going to go away, but I can try to understand it so it doesn’t take over my life. I understand why I feel a certain way, but I shouldn’t not love myself or believe I don’t deserve love.
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