SexDiaries: 1:55 p.m. I ask him about the husband-and-wife thing. He tells me that being single in his 40s has made him fantasize about marriage
Photo: James Gallagher This week, a woman who meets a man who wants to pretend they’re married: straight, single, Crown Heights, 33.7:30 a.m. My last alarm goes off and I get out of bed; I like waking up early, even on weekends, and having a whole day to do whatever I want. I make coffee and aimlessly scroll through open tabs on my laptop.
All of these photos, while uninspired, suggest conventionality — stability — a quality which greatly appeals to me. I’ve had a tumultuous year: I left a toxic job at which I’d been drinking too much; broke up with my boyfriend of three years; embarked on a disastrous friends-with-benefits situation with an ex-co-worker; matriculated at — and abruptly withdrew from — a second graduate program; and started at a new job that pays considerably less than my old, bad job.7:30 a.m.
He plows forward and insists that I’m making him very hard. “REALLY??” I ask. I ask him how his imagination about me could be so vivid though we’d never met. I don’t remember his answer because he sends me a photo of a hand grabbing an erect penis. It is anatomically elegant: clean, very pink, veiny, girthy, larger than average, and circumcised. Not knowing what to say, I observe that he is well endowed. He writes back: nine inches.
11:00 p.m. I stay over because I am exhausted; I don’t remember if he invited me to or if I just fell asleep.7:00 a.m. We have sex again in the morning. We’re very sexually compatible, he tells me. I don’t disagree. “Last night I thought I should just propose to you already; I could fuck like this for the rest of my life,” he says with a laugh. It’s an odd comment, but I chalk it up to him being vulnerable. I take a shower and get dressed.
1:55 p.m. He comes, then rolls off, unties me, and pulls me onto his chest to rest. I ask him about the husband-and-wife thing. He tells me that being single in his 40s has made him fantasize about marriage. He asks if it’s okay, if it’s weird. It’s fine, I tell him. It’s a benign kink, and I’ve been asked to role-play in less conventional roles.
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